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eh ive been soo busy lately recording our first CD not DEMO. ITs gonna be on sale for $10. Anyways there are 9 tracks in there and two 6 minute songs. Its gonna be the shiznit. Anyways nothing has been going on except Jordan asked me out on saturday. I didnt say yes, i just said that i had to think about it. I dont know if im ready to date again considering that i already love some1 else who lives all the way in NC. Its just too hard to date some1 else and love some1 else at the same time. grr i hate it when this happens. Yesterday, John came over with Laura, Tory and Jim and they just drank their asses off. Haha it was funny watching them considering i was the only one sober. Yea Bicardi 151 can get pretty bad. Ive been thinking of turning sXe because i DONT smoke, i dont do drugs (or at least not anymore) and im gonna try not to drink. This is gonna be hard but hey a new goal in my boring life. I guess i dont have anything to else to say...
toodles for now.
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[22 Oct 2004|07:29pm] |
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UNDEROATH- down set go |
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well today i must say was a veeeeery goooood day. I went to school to see the seniors graduate, which was kinda sad seeing mike go since he was a really cool dude, and went to creek. I SAW EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!! It was soo awesome i really needed to go there again. everybody ditched and hung with me the whole day! I felt special...:). Then instead of getting a ride home i just got on the bus with my friends and went home. I must say that i think tasha might have a crush on nick. haha thats adorable. except nick is only 14 and tasha is 16. oh well haha. not much to say except im soo fucking tired. FALL BREAK BEGINS TODAY BIATCHES! FUCK YEA! HERE IS A WEEK OF PARTYING HARD AND ROCKING OUT. AND BY THE WAY, Underoath is in 4 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!! ooo wow im excited. later yall.
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[21 Oct 2004|04:22pm] |
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today was another crappy day since i felt like crap. It was basically the last day of school and the seniors are graduating tomorrow. My friend Mike is one of them. Im gonna miss that kid. Anyways, i went to class as the usual and we had a sub in tamera's class THANK GOD! towards the end of the day josh and toy got into a fight which was quite sad and stupid. yepp that was pretty much it. i cant stop thinking about chris. i still cant believe he is gone. well im trying to hide it away with a big simle on my face and a happy voice. oh yea and by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIK and feel better sweetie. Done for now, i will probly go and get somethin to eat with my neighbor freshmen lol. laterz.
With darkness buried deep beneath palms
every touch is lurid, and every touch is cold.
Resistance is pointless; this is enevitable
and I'm slowly beginning to realize that.
Once pristine fingernails are stained with blood
and unreachable goals.
When living becomes more or less a compromise, this pen can only ensure these thoughts.
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[20 Oct 2004|08:04pm] |
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another interesting day at school. I went to school and i found out im failing tamera's class which is humanities. THAT BITCH! i cant fuckin stand her! i cant wait im out of her class! CHRIS DIED! i just got a text message during class from megan and there it was......worst message ever. I MISS YOU CHRIS TOO DAMN MUCH! omg i cant believe it. TOday was a hard day. I also failed my discovery. Isnt life just great.......im out for now.
peace.
all in my head, but the waiting is over
your thoughts cant dread into my disclosure
im just a face, nameless and silent
im such a waste
and i cant erase, im feeling all this
and i cant hide behind this PAIN!
I did it one more time for you and now im falling down again.
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[19 Oct 2004|06:14am] |
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wow yesterday i came back from school went online for 30 minutes and after that,BOOM! dropped on my bed, fell asleep till right now!!!!!!!!!!! its 6:14 am!!!! I HAVE NEVER EVER SLEPT THAT LONG IN MY LIFE. 13 FUCKING HOURS OF SLEEP! wow im pretty sure im gonna be awake for the rest of the day considering that i have to work too. Anyways i guess there isnt really anythin to say haha i slept pretty much.
"The songs i'd write,
dreams or you changing your mind
anything to pass the time.
But for now,
I hope you can hear me as I cry,
I love you and goodbye."
-Underoath
PS: ERIK I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SWEETIE! HANG IN THERE. PLEASE EVERY1 PRAY FOR HIM, TO GET THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE BACK FOREVER.
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[18 Oct 2004|07:50am] |
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im soo fucking tired! i went to the casualties last night! i guess they're not that bad of a band. to be honest i dont like them too much. anyways my dad kicked me out of the house last week so now im living with my mommy. i hate my dad with a passion. seems like everyday gets worser and worse. anyways i miss my band. i wish i fucking graduated since every1 in the band is older than me. *sigh* nothin much to say. underoath is in 8 more days!!!! i cant WAIT TO SEE THEM! I <3 UNDEROATH. here we go again with another interesting day at school.
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As I Lay Dying ~ Distance is Darkness |
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didnt do much this week. I guess im out of the band because of my fucking JOB! I never have time to practice and plus there is too much pressure going on right now. Anyways ive been skating a lot with eddie lately and thats pretty much it. I think im gettin sick.....anyways thats pretty much it for now.
"Spare me just three last words.
I love you was all she herd.
Ill wait for you. BUt i cant wait forever."
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